Oh How Nice!

---48.9kg---

What?

---48.9kg---

This cannot be right. Can it?

---48.9kg---

I can hardly believe my eyes. Either I lost a water weight, my scale is lying, or I finally lost weight. Granted, my belly is a bit smaller, I have not been consuming nearly as much junk food (70 cal egg rolls are my weakness) and I have been working out, but can it be true? I suppose it is. Thank Bog or God.

Today I've had a bit of celery and some no-chicken broth with a mushroom. I am unbelievably full on this low calorie diet. How can it go wrong?

Well, I suppose when I add the panic attack I had this morning, my bright day would be dampened. Nope. After popping my medicine, I calmed down so much that I felt normal. I have not felt this relaxed in such a long time. It is absolute ecstasy. I was productive in my seminars today, I felt able to participate in discourse, and I made genuinely good points. Is this real?

Well, I suppose it is. A male chum of mine broached me on the subject of my mood. He noted my extreme moodiness of the past few days. Ouch. Oh well. Can't ruin my mood today!

Maybe I should take anti anxiety pills more often.